Mr.
and Mrs. A have been happily married for over 10 years. Read their story,
struggles and advice below in this exclusive interview.
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How
did you and your husband meet?
Him: The first time I saw her I
thought she was amazing and way out of my league so at first I didn’t even try.
But later on I moved in with one of her friends who was dating one of my
friends and once we got to talking I felt very comfortable with her. She was
smart and in school. She was funny and very beautiful. I felt pretty fortunate
at the time just to know her.
Have
you always been attracted to white men?
Her: Yes, I haven’t dated a huge
variety of men though because my husband and I were young when we started
dating at ages 19 and 20.
Has
he always been attracted to black women?
Him: I have always been attracted to
most all women. I don’t really remember race ever factoring in that decision,
but my wife was the first biracial women I ever dated.
What
difficulties have you had to face as an interracial couple?
Him: Several of my family members
had real issues. I stopped speaking to one of them and never was able to
reconcile with him before his death. The fact that we didn’t end on good terms
has seemed to upset other members in my family. They don’t understand that he
never loved me or he would have been happy I found love in such a loveless
world. The rest of my grandparents did eventually accept our union, maybe
reluctantly, but they did just the same. That has been the hardest and most
personal part of this journey for me. A man that played a key part of my life
and for a time was like a father to me turned his back on me and it broke my
heart and it still hurts to this day. But I have no regrets. The hate in my
family tree ends with him. I thank God for the opportunity and will actively
pursue this goal as long as I am breathing.
Her: The harder parts were being on
the same page about bad things that happened more than the bad things
themselves. We have to work at understanding each other’s perspectives.
For instance in terms of family, sometimes it hurt his feelings when I
didn’t want to attend a family event of his. He didn’t realize how
uncomfortable I was feeling while there until I explained, and I didn’t
understand how important it was to him that I be with him.
Sometimes, something happens and one
of us isn’t affected at all while the other is more offended, so when that
happens, we try to talk about it instead of saying something hurtful like, “I
wish you’d get over that” or “you’re making a mountain out of a molehill.”
What
is it like to be a black woman/white man couple in the South?
It is hard for us to compare because
we haven’t lived anywhere else as a couple. For us, this is home, and we are
used to it. In general, we are cautious when visiting areas we don’t
know, particularly rural areas. This is not because we fear being physically
harmed (we do not think it is dangerous to live here), but because it is not
fun being stared at or pointed at. Mostly, it’s just unfriendliness we might
experience but just the same, we prefer to avoid it if possible.
What
is it like having a mixed race daughter?
Him: It’s wonderful, I have so much
to learn about children and girls and racial identity issues; it’s so freaking
complicated. I lean heavily on my wife, maybe a bit too much so.
Her: Being biracial myself, I
thought it would be no trouble at all, but I’ve been proven wrong. Strangers
sometimes ask me if she is even my daughter, which is both hurtful and angering
because I don’t appreciate people questioning my relationship to my family,
especially my child I carried in my womb for nine months, but luckily, this
only annoys me, and doesn’t have too much of an effect on her. I try to
remain very cognizant of her environment, and I keep in touch with friends,
read books, and seek knowledge from families similar to ours. I just want to
make sure I’m doing everything possible to raise a healthy and happy child.
Do
you ever think that interracial unions shouldn’t exist because of the effect it
will have on the children?
We think that’s a ludicrous
argument. In fact, it could be argued that multiracial children would
help bridge gaps and bring more people together therefore bringing about a more
peaceful existence.
What
words of advice can you pass on to other interracial couples of your
race/gender?
Him: What took me forever to
understand is how race factors into the very fabric of my wife’s existence. She
has been the “black kid” since the beginning of her life. She was
never given the time to find her humanity before she was
confronted with her skin tone. It is hard for me to even comprehend
what that must have been like for a child. It just isn’t fair
that in the eyes of most, she was the black kid before she was an
American. She was the black kid before she was considered a woman. She was the
black kid before she was a human. Thus, race is always a consideration,
especially subconsciously.
So, husbands have to
understand that skin color is just a fact. It isn’t an excuse or a reason.
It’s just a fact, and that has to be considered in many decisions you make as a
couple.
Her: Always communicate and explain.
Don’t assume he’ll always understand everything that happens. Even though he
may “get it,” he doesn’t live in brown skin, so that means he will not
automatically understand when I come home upset about an ignorant comment or
some other related problem.
Is
your marriage just like anyone else’s? How so?
Mostly, yes. In some ways it is
easier and in some ways harder. Perhaps the easier parts are because of our
emphasis on communicating with one another.
Interviewed by Shannon